I don't remember signing up for this!

Ok, so we are 25 weeks into this pregnancy, and I thought that this emotional roller coaster ride would have ended by now. I did really good for a while, now I am back at it again. Either I will cuss you out in a heartbeat, or I will cry, for no good reason. I can be sitting alone, or in a crowd, and all you know what will break loose! And it is always over the craziest, most absurd things!!! For example...I was sitting on the couch the other day, resting, and noticed that I needed to dust, even though it felt like I had just dusted, and there it went...the sprinkler system started! Instead of getting up and dusting, I sat there and cried. Over dust! I sit and laugh about it now, but if you had laughed at me that day, I would have tore your head off. Which brings me to the other side of this ride. I have always been hard headed, stubborn, etc...And, I have always been that one person you could count on to tell you how I felt about any given situation, no hesitation, and no holding anything back. Well, take the old Erin, and multiply it by 100. I really need to get a grip! Here is another example for you...I went to the gas station last week to get gas, and was going to go ahead and run my car through the car wash while I was there. So, I pay at the pump for the gas, and the car wash. Pump gas, get back in the car, drive over to the car wash, and read the screen, which says "Car wash out of order, sorry for the inconvenience. Car wash good for 14 days." Really!? So, psycho pregnant girl, throws it in reverse, parks the car, and waddles inside to the counter. I wanted a refund! This is what it looks like inside...

Guy- Can I help you?
Me- I wanted a car wash, but it is out of order, so I would like my money back.
Guy- Well, the car wash is good for 14 days.
Me- I understand that, but I would like a refund.
Guy- Don't you just want to come back later.
**This is the point in which I had had enough!**
Me- If I wanted my car washed later, then I would have come in later, I want a refund.
Guy- Well I don't know if I can do that.
Me- Well you better figure it out, quick!
Guy- Ma'am, I'm sorry for the inconvenience, but I don't think I can give you a refund.
Me- Listen to me closely. I don't want to come back later, I don't care that the car wash is good for 14 days, I don't even care if you don't think you can give me a refund. I am telling you that I wanted a car wash TODAY, and unless you are going to come outside and wash my car for me, I expect you find a way to get me my money back, now!
Guy- (Not knowing what to say, and looking puzzled) Ok, ma'am. I will get you your money. (refunds my money)
Me- Thank you very much, and have a good day.

Needless to say, I am too embarrassed to go back to that gas station. I have completely lost my mind. I am hoping that people realize that I am not always this way, and I am hoping that this all will disappear soon, or at least as soon as the baby gets here!